I am doing it!! Tomorrow i will be riding down the side of mount Timp on a snowboard and i can not wait!! It has been a long time coming. The first year i was here it was understandable i did not go as i had moved here during winter and was still adjusting. The second year i didnt have any friends that ski or board ( and still dont), which blows my mind that so many people here do not ride - i was also told of how expensive it was and it all seemed like to much to organise as i had no equipment or clothing. The third year was the start of the downfall at work and funds became extremely scarce and year 4 we were totally broke. Year 5 we had just had Dempsey and we were dealing with many issues on the home front so i was not comfortable with leaving. Now that its my 6th winter here i decided it was time i just made it happen. It has taken a while for the snow to get here and with some awesome timing it has been snowing in th mountains for the past few days so i will be spoiled with the greatest snow on earth!!
Even though Ash says it is ok to go i still feel deep down that i am leaving them high and dry. As we dont spend much time doing things for ourselves (Ash does even less for hereslf than myself) i feel guilty for going out and having some fun on my own. I am sure that for most of the day the girls will be on my mind and i will feel as though i am needed at home as i am every time i head out on my own, but i will force myself to stay out and enjoy myself.........
Pics will follow!!
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